“A Truman Show… but I’m aware.” · Eyes Open
This is a living show: not performance—practice. You’ll see patterns, emotions, repentance, repair, conflict, forgiveness, and the slow rebuilding of a whole self. The goal isn’t “perfect.” The goal is truth + mercy, every day.
This section is designed to hold all your “Live” entrances: TikTok Live, YouTube Live, and “Supporters Live.” Right now it’s a mockup, but the layout is ready.
Long-form replays, playlists, and episode archives.
Real-time conversation with the community. Works inside the site when you’re logged into Discord.
This is the show’s “operating system”: Monday–Sunday, hour-by-hour. It doesn’t roll forward like a normal calendar. It shows the daily patterns I aim to live, and each recurring block can include a short video explaining the “why.”
Talk about what you’re practicing, what you’re learning, and what’s hard—in real time.
Every key term is defined with Scripture as anchor + a “Brian” definition for lived practice.
The core conflict: the “happy opinions” vs the quiet truth underneath. Naming emotions without shame—and letting gratitude do its work.
What if “sin” is often a trauma reflex—blindness, not inherent evil? How to pause, name, and choose again.
A compilation concept: when “confidence” becomes a mask. Comedy that exposes the defense… without humiliating the person.
This is the connective tissue: show → book → coaching → guides → infrastructure → support. It also makes it obvious you’re building something bigger than content: a living system.
Your long-form story + framework, told as a lived journey (not a textbook).
For people who want real-time help: pattern breaks, repair, faith-rooted clarity.
Serve-team guides, food shelf systems, church operations—clarity + expectations of behavior.
The “how it’s built” trust layer: cameras, streaming, uptime, donations, costs.
One place for people to participate: questions, prayer requests, testimonies, suggestions.
This is where the show becomes a book: narrative, reflection, scripture-aware “awareness,” and your non-dual lens (sin/trauma/salvation framed as blindness → gentle truth).
A bridge between scripture and lived emotional reality—so people can practice awareness without self-condemnation.
Example arcs you can list here: “The Link Compartment,” “Finding the Sword,” “Princess Zelda (my daughter),” “Repentance as gratitude,” “From double-mindedness to oneity.”
The vibe here is: “If this helps you—join the build.” Options can include donations, merch, paid coaching, or sponsoring infrastructure.
Wear the message. Build the world. (Fourthwall or your store links here.)
People shouldn’t have to hunt for a way to respond. This form lets someone: say hello, ask a question, request a topic, or share a testimony—without pressure.